This had better be good...

But in fact, it isn't. It's just another one of those 'I want to tell the world how awfully awful I feel about me' things. I kind of realized that I could name a whole lot of things I... dislike about me (which is the most polite way to call it) but it gets terribly hard when trying to think of something I could say I am happy with (and I am not even talking about stuff to be proud of). Seeing it this way makes me think the weather ridiculously fits my rather dark mood. Hmmm, I guess I am simply yearning for something... or rather someone? Do I really have to feel blameworthy for just craving a little happiness?